"A Decade Of Pain And Still In The Game." lyrics

Well I do this every time
I guess I've got dark corners in my mind
Sometimes I wish that I could hit rewind
Or just skip forward to the day I die, I don't mind
Yeah

Finally, I can breathe, I can see clearly, I don't think I've had luck
I could do a few things wrong but, I could never be dishonest
Finally, I can breathe, I can see clearly, I don't think I've had luck
I could be the one you want but, I could never feel I'm wanted

Hypnotized
I've been through more than you could realize
But I can't recall my problems by your side
I've come alive
I feel like I'm in paradise
And I don't mind
I feel like I've been hypnotized
I've been through more than you could realize
But I can't recall my problems by your side
I've come alive
I feel like I'm in paradise
And I don't mind
I feel alright

But every night
It's like the darkness seems to hide the light
While all my demons try to come alive
To show you all the ways I could've died, should've died

Finally, I can breathe, I can see clearly, I don't think I've had luck
I could do a few things wrong but, I could never be dishonest
Finally, I can breathe, I can see clearly, I don't think I've had luck
I could be the one you want but, I could never feel I'm wanted

Hypnotized
I've been through more than you could realize
But I can't recall my problems by your side
I've come alive
I feel like I'm in paradise
And I don't mind
I feel like I've been hypnotized
I've been through more than you could realize
But I can't recall my problems by your side
I've come alive
I feel like I'm in paradise
And I don't mind
I feel like I've been hypnotized