"Hard Habit To Break" lyrics

All the people at this party, they look so normal
They look so right
And I tell 'em all I'm sorry when I get wasted and waste their night

And you tell me to try, I did
I can't win when I'm running the game
So, you're asking me why I live like I've already gone insane

I tell you it's a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
The joke I took too far
The hang that I flaked
I lie about a big plan falling into place
But it's really just a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
My blackout at the bar
The cum that I faked
I lie about a big plan, but it's just a habit that I'm never gonna break

All the people in this bedroom, they blend together then leave my mind
And the antidote I'm mixing, it isn't tasting the way I'd like
And you tell me to try, I did
I can't win when I'm running the game
So, you're asking me why I live like I've already gone insane

I tell you it's a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
The joke I took too far
The hang that I flaked
I lie about a big plan falling into place
But it's really just a hard habit to break
I fumble at the start then apologize late
My blackout at the bar
The cum that I faked
I lie about a big plan, but it's just a habit that I'm never gonna break