"I Guess This Is Life" lyrics

Walked past that house party two times already
Heard all the dogs barking trying to walk steady
Ran down this road yesterday in the sunshine
But now I can't even see with the streetlights

When I was here last I drove by with Sophie
Rolled down the windows, we were in the city
She asked politely if I had a lighter
I told her likely, then lit it afire

I couldn't tell you in words how I'm feeling
Maybe what I need's a good proper healing
Spend most of my nights staring at the ceiling
Tried all that God stuff but I stopped believing

Went back to Maryland, I walked with my Mama
Down to the water to escape the drama
Got on the speedboat with my friend Terisa
Oh, Nana yeah it was so nice to see ya

The burn of a cigarette with a good, good friend
It made me forget
That all of the time I spent
Tryna make amends was an accident

I opened the cabinet where the thoughts all sit, I acknowledge it
To try not to miss it I take it step by step

I guess this is life
I guess this is life
I guess this is life
I guess this is life