"BLACK & BLUE (PTSD)" lyrics

Hurt me 'til I'm black & blue
Hurt me 'til I'm black & blue

Your spirits in the atmosphere
The energy reminds me that you're close
It goes away
Then reappears
I feel like I'm a stranger in my home
So treat me how you always do
Then tell me I'm the only one you need
My father used to hurt me too
I know his voice like whispers in the trees

I am blind in the moment
Like I'm lost in the dark
Do you hear
The panic in my heart?

And everyday I'm changing shapes
Just tryna fit the mold inside your mind
You use me like a canvas
But you never seem to paint me right (but you never, but you never)
So treat me how you always do
Tell me how you're never gonna leave (I'm never gonna leave)
I've never heard you speak the truth
I notice all the lies you never see

I am blind in the moment
Like I'm lost in the dark
Do you hear
The panic in my heart?

I wish there was
No you & me
'Cause when you're around
It's hard to breathe
I could've been with somebody new
Another love
That wasn't you!
I wish there was
No you & me
When you're around
It's hard to breathe
I could've been with somebody new
Another love
That wasn't you!
All you do is...
Hurt me til I'm black and blue
Hurt me til I'm black and blue
Hurt me til I'm black and blue
Hurt me til I'm black and blue
Hurt me til I'm black and blue
Hurt me til I'm black and blue