"Tryingthings" lyrics

(I hate being sober)

Waves they come and go
Some fade from the erosion
I had nun before, bruh
Cop up and I go, so
High up from my lows now
I hate being sober
(Hate being sober)

When I am alone and
Fiend you, for the hoes and
Pussy, pills, and potions
Wish you could feel the emotions
Ride the rails of explosion
I just can't control it
(Just can't control it)

I hope this can fill me up
I hope this can fill me up
Terrified 'fore I die
I wont live enough
Don't know why
I done tried everything but love
I hope this can fill me up
(I hope this can fill me up)
Maybe this can fill me up
(Maybe this can fill me up)
Don't know why
I done tried everything but love
(Don't know why I done tried everything)

Scared to even say this shit out loud
Slaved through my own ways, peep them bow down
When I roll up
Or I grow nuts
Call the hoes up
Like a soldier, froze up
Don't say shit to me bout the kid, damn (Don't say shit now)
Plus when I'm off the weed, I can spit rounds (I swear)
Ain't a crush for me, I wrap luckily (Okay)
So It's a tool, It's my new puppetry

To make me laugh a lil harder
Love a lil wider (Wake up)
Dooze a lil quieter
Just 'fore I blink
With no plan where we finna end up
We ain't tying ends up
Flinging up momentum, hm, bust a thing

I hope this can fill me up
I hope this can fill me up (This can fill me up)
Terrified 'fore I die
I wont live enough (Live enough)
Don't know why (Oh, oh, oh)
I done tried everything but love
I hope this can fill me up
(I hope this can fill me up)
Maybe this can fill me up
(Maybe this can fill me up)
Don't know why
I done tried everything but love
(Trying everything but love)

Waves they come and go (Waves they come and go)
Some fade from the erosion (From the erosion)
I had nun before, bruh (I had nothing before)
Cop up and I go, so (Go, go, go, go)
High up from my lows now
I hate being sober
(Hate being sober)

Lose faith in myself quick
No days of it well spent
Slip some for hours
Take a cold shower
How long will this weigh me down, I feel crazy
(Fuck, I feel crazy)