"I Feel Like Dying" lyrics

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dyin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

Gun to my head, yeah, people talkin' 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet
Maybe if I did then I'd be finally gettin' rest, yeah
Maybe if I died, they'd finally listen what I said, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm so sick of people sayin' that they know what's in my interests
Barely go outside and now I'm [?], got no friends left
So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left
Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dyin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So, go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm dyin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'