"Year & Some Change" lyrics

It's been some months since you getting gone had me
Leaning heavy on the alcohol, till I
Ran outta numbers I could drunk call
From a hole-in-the-wall downtown

Last time I saw you was your mama's porch, said you
Couldn't try to fix me anymore, so I
Climbed in the Silverado, slammed the door
And I spun them fifty-fives out

Guess your brown-eyed goodbye woke me up
Might be a little late for us

I've been slowing down with some dirt road praying
Spend a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I could finally face them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No I don't blame you for packing up and leaving
If I had your reasons I woulda done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change

I took a long hard look at me, and I
Did some red letter therapy
Misery keeping me company
I'm closer to the man I wanna be

I've been slowing down with some dirt road praying
Spend a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I could finally face them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No I don't blame you for packing up and leaving
If I had your reasons I woulda done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change

It's been a hell of a year and some change

It took breaking your heart for the hundredth time
To finally get around to fixing mine

I've been slowing down with some dirt road praying
Spend a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I could finally face them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No I don't blame you for packing up and leaving
If I had your reasons I woulda done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change

Yeah I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change