"Spring Of All Things" lyrics

As I travel uphill to the spring of all things
Is it purpose climbing brings to the world?
Am I fulcrum or lever, cynic or believer
Was I ever really anything at all?

I want to let go
I want to let go

With my goal to be guileless now lost upon the wind
Like a fragile feathered thing I cannot hold
Oh, and nobody knows which direction love might go
You can only surrender and follow

I want to let go
I want to let go

And I've denied myself the right to cry
I've held it all inside against my own will
So why would I deny myself the right to cry?
I'll pick apart these wounds and let 'em spill

I want to let go
I want to let go

When we reach for something solid, only finding empty light
We might weep with loss for what we thought we'd find
And I miss being impressed, and the more that I fear death
The closer I am to a truth of some kind
Oh, and since this disappearance, I've not had a lot to say
At times I've wondered if I'll ever speak again
Because nobody knows which direction love might go
You can only surrender and follow

I want to let go
I want to let go

And I've denied myself the right to cry
I've held it all inside against my own will
So why would I deny myself the right to cry?
I'll pick apart these wounds and let 'em spill

And why would I deny myself the right to cry?
When I want to let go

And I've denied myself the right to cry
I've held it all inside against my own will
So why would I deny myself the right to cry?
I'll pick apart this wound and let it spill

And why deny myself the right to cry?
When I want to let go
I want to let go
I want to let go