"Trauma" lyrics

I still remember what it feels like
Having my bad dreams in most nights
The pain I've felt when I was a child
Hoping to wake up where everything's fine
Oh oh, oh oh
Now I'm a grown up with this fear inside
Oh oh, oh oh

It's my trauma
The things that I can't even tell my Mama
Seems nobody in the world can understand my trauma, trauma
It's my trauma
The past I wanna get over with my Papa
And I hope the nightmare ends with all the drama, drama, drama
All my trauma, trauma, trauma

I saw my therapist last time
She said I'm gonna be alright
It sounds difficult but I'll try
To leave all my baggages I carried inside
Oh oh, oh oh
'Cause I wanna grow old with nothing to hide
Oh oh, oh oh

It's my trauma
The things that I can't even tell my Mama
Seems nobody in the world can understand my trauma, trauma
It's my trauma
The past I wanna get over with my Papa
And I hope the nightmare ends with all the drama, drama, drama
All my trauma, trauma, trauma
Trauma, trauma, trauma

Oh I wanna
I wanna be better off despite the trauma
And to live a life where I am free from all my trauma, trauma
All my trauma, trauma, trauma