"F LA" lyrics

I froze in the moment, my body turned off
I'm floating over my head, my system went into shock
Not much to say here, I can't take this anymore
Between me and our friends, you should win an acting award
And I

I go through the motions to get through the day
I'm stuck in a limbo, you deleted my name
And all of my pictures went off of your wall
You're not wearing your ring, you don't say anything at all

And I
Don't know why
I couldn't be what you needed
And I
Try not to cry
But I can't stop the bleeding

Why am I the fool for believing the best in what you said?
It was just my paranoid head
I can't hold my composure, don't know what to discern
Told you that I would change, told you I wanted to learn

Said, "Let's just start over, we could move to LA"
Even though you know I fucking hate that place
I try not to quit, but I can't take this anymore
Between me and our shrink, you should win an acting award

And I tried not to pry, but you won't look me in the eyes
Thought about the reason why a couple million times
And the lies are your truth, pouring salt on my wounds

And I
Don't know why
I couldn't be what you needed
And I
Try not to cry
But I can't stop the bleeding

And I
And I
And I
Cry
And I
Try