"In Between" lyrics

I set my course with good intentions
In the worst and best of times
Thought I'd travel through the constellations
Making rhythms out of rhymes
In working through my disillusionment
I've come to find...
Reality was only in my mind

So I took the life of another man
Hid my broken heart with the other hand
And I don't know how you could understand
But that's who I am
Out of fear and concrete I built a wall
Now I'm standing here prepared to fall
That's what happens when you risk it all
But that's who I am

And the tears roll in between
And the tears roll in between...

So I woke up from my selfish dream
Re-connecting with the past
And I can only hope and only pray
That I found myself at last
Cos you can't move on you can't turn back
Or change the way it was...
Here and now forgiveness turns to love

So I took the life of another man
Hid my broken heart with the other hand
And I don't know how you could understand
But that's who I am
Out of fear and concrete I built a wall
Now I'm standing here prepared to fall
That's what happens when you risk it all
But that's who I am

And the tears roll in between
And the tears roll in between...

Take a moment take some time for yourself
I wish I could be somebody else...

So I took the life of another man
Hid my broken heart with the other hand
And I don't know how you could understand
But that's who I am
Out of fear and concrete I built a wall
Now I'm standing here prepared to fall
That's what happens when you risk it all
But that's who I am

And the tears roll in between
And the tears roll in between...