"Five" lyrics

I didn't know what happened
You didn't let me know
I went there to surprise you
I guess I better go
I didn't know she'd be here
I can't believe what I thought
But now I know the true thing
I wish my guess was wrong, but it's not
But it's not

I'll get it over soon, yeah
I still love you a lot
I don't think you'll lose me
I just can't seem to get lost
I'll try my hardest to forget
But pain's too great to keep on
Want our love to be normal
I wanna keep going on, but I'm not
But I'm not