"Diamonds To Dust" lyrics

Where do I go from here?
I stand behind the cage I built around my fear
This is the price I pay
And it's so hard

Everything turns to ash
When the smoke clears there ain't no going back, no
Maybe I'm scared of what I'll find
In this heart of mine

Every time I find something golden
I break away before it's even broken
I run to keep my heart from falling
Something that should last forever
Washed away like as if it never was
Here I go again turning diamonds into dust
Diamonds to dust

Is it my soul I can't trust?
Or am I hellbent in the way I self-destruct?
Grinding the reasons
To millions of pieces
And taking the blame for it all

Every time I find something golden
I break away before it's even broken
I run to keep my heart from falling
Something that should last forever
Washed away like as if it never was
Here I go again turning diamonds into dust

I don't wanna run from this, anymore
I don't wanna live like this, anymore
Anymore

Every time I find something golden
I break away before it's even broken
I run to keep my heart from falling
Something that should last forever
Washed away like as if it never was
Here I go again turning diamonds into dust
Diamonds into dust
Diamonds to dust