"Repeat" lyrics

Here lies a series of questionable decisions
Wine, bleed, pill, repeat
Blame it on these points of contention
Within, with me, within me, repeat

How many hours until this is a memory?
Breathe in deep, repeat
How many times until the words lose all meaning?
I'm sorry, repeat

But I got it easy, I'm numb
I'm a facet of mass destruction
And it's my fault, it's not my blood
But take the gun before I do something stupid
Freeze

Take the train to midnight
Out of the spiral
To keep you breathing
Forever denial

Take it on like you can make a difference
Push too hard, retreat
You say it took thirty years to find some meaning
Are you fucking kidding me?

Well, I got it easy, I'm numb
I'm a facet of mass destruction
Well, what if I like playing dumb
It's so much more fun than finding distraction
Please

Take the train to midnight
Best of Chicago
Keep her breathing
Forever denial
On the rooftop
Gotta keep you smiling
Better tomorrow
Even if you're lying

Take the train to midnight (I'm sorry, repeat)
Best of Chicago
Keep her breathing (I'm sorry, repeat)
Forever denial
On the rooftop (I'm sorry, repeat)
Gotta keep you smiling
Better tomorrow (I'm sorry, repeat)
Even if you're lying

Take the train to midnight (Breathe in deep, repeat)
Out of the spiral
Keep her breathing (Breathe in deep, repeat)
Forever denial
On the rooftop (Breathe in deep, repeat)
Gotta keep you smiling
Better tomorrow (Breathe in)
Even if you're lying

Sure is nice to do something good for once
Sure is good to do something nice

Sure is nice to do something good for once
Sure is good to do something nice