"call my name" lyrics

It's been a minute since we had our last goodbyes
Thought a life without you, I'd do alright
But now I be reminiscing the years and all that was real
Could you still be

Holding on love
Only on trust
None of the above
True to your feelings
A photo of us
Reminding you of
Me treating you right
The days you were mine
I just cannot seem to let it go

'Cause when I try to fantasize
Oh baby, all I see is you
Fighting with my feelings
But I can't deny the truth

There ain't nothing like the first time
Can't help but wish you were still mine
I close my eyes and all I hear is you

Callin' my name
Loved you like the first time
Knowin' I'd be the last one
Caught in the flame
I can't seem to find
A reason for me to move on

You know I'll be waiting
I've made up my mind and my feelings
If he treats you right
That ain't my business
If you ever think of
All the memories we've lost
Just call my name, call my name

I passed the time to paralyze my thoughts and all provoking
Tried to teach my troubled self from drinking what's been broken
Found me in a hole with dopamine that kept distracting
Me from you, but all this time I knew that it was worthless
There were no efforts needed for you, baby
Past my heavy flaws, oh you can blame me
And now that I'll be going crazy

I close my eyes and all I hear is you
Callin' my name
Loved you like the first time
Knowin' I'd be the last one
Caught in the flame
I can't seem to find
A reason for me to move on
You know I'll be waiting
I've made up my mind and my feelings
If he treats you right
That ain't my business
If you ever think of
All the memories we've lost
Just call my name, call my name