"residue" lyrics

Lost my self-esteem, pressure
Sad as I should be, no ones asking
You said you're not happy, you don't feel loved
You don't feel the trust

I think I know what this means
Don't want to admit
But know what this means
Ayy, yeah, yeah
I know you wanna leave, said you wanna try
Our eyes turn to water, it's a habit you can't hide
I hope you understand for the reasons I feel I'm goin' under
For fucks sake girl

Hope that you will miss me
Oh, damn, I hope you miss me

Is there someone else?
Is he catching up? Ooh
Oh, at least let me leave, a bit of residue of me (So you'll remember)
At least let me know, you'll keep a small part of me

I think I know what this means
Don't want to admit
I know what this means, yeah
Oh
I know you wanna leave, said you wanna try
Our eyes turn to water, it's a habit you can't hide
I hope you understand for the reasons I feel I'm goin' under
For fucks sake girl

Hope that you will miss me
Oh, damn, I hope you miss me

Fine, you take the win
I done lost the gold but I'll find my new diamonds when I can
Oh, I'll do better without you
Do better without you, yeah
Fine, I'll take the blame
Hope you find some new problems that will go haunt you all again
More problems for your problems
I'll always wonder how (Oh, how)

How do you sleep at night?