"novocaine" lyrics

I'm seventeen, I don't get crushes anymore
I'm seventeen, I left my feelings at the door
'Cause I don't got time for more right now
It's a chore right now, but it's on me so I'ma figure it out
You think I'm doing all this shit just for the thrill
I ain't never had a choice, it was this or it was pills
It was this or it was being nobody, I couldn't deal
I took one good look at her and then my fate was fucking sealed
'Cause I got

Nobody, no money, I'm out of options, I'm
Retracing my steps to find where the problem was
Was it me or was it you, or was it everything?
Don't wanna feel it anymore, I'm taking novocaine
Nobody, no money, I'm out of options, I'm
Retracing my steps to find where the problem was
Was it me or was it you, or was it everything?
Don't wanna feel it anymore, I'm taking novocaine

I let my guard fall down
You can let it all out now
I don't wanna talk too loud
Frozen when you come around
I don't wanna let you down, but I can't let you go
I feel the days slip away as I'm losing my control
And old stories turn into rumors
And old friends, they turn into losers
We lose ourself in computers
You looked at me as a suitor
I wish I realized it sooner
Now we can never go back
The curtains close and the scene ends, it all fades to black

Nobody, no money, I'm out of options, I'm
Retracing my steps to find where the problem was
Was it me or was it you, or was it everything?
Don't wanna feel it anymore, I'm taking novocaine
Nobody, no money, I'm out of options, I'm
Retracing my steps to find where the problem was
Was it me or was it you, or was it everything?
Don't wanna feel it anymore, I'm taking novocaine