"i might have never been anyone" lyrics

I regret everything I've ever done
I know how to play but I ain't havin' fun
It might be kinda bright, but I don't feel the sun
I might have never been anyone
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you

Twenty eight hundred miles to feel the same
The love I feel for you, it don't ever change
But that doesn't mean I'm coastin'
Kickin' up the sand's real different than the ocean
That assures Hell, as far as I can tell
I've gotten over friends and never cared how I felt
I just wanna sail, I just wanna thrive
Spendin' time with you makes me feel more alive
I don't wanna die, I never really did
But had some dark times when I was just a kid
Those I'll never miss, yeah
Those I'll never miss, yeah, yeah

I regret everything I've ever done
I know how to play but I ain't havin' fun
I know it looks bright, but I don't feel the sun
I might have never been anyone
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you

Childhood trauma, just wrote the verse into commas
TBH, I'm so scared to fail but Beck' know I got it
4am and I'm up, finally spillin' my guts
Anxiety cripplin', I fake a smile, it sucks
I create scenarios and problems right out of dust
Might not be real but my brain's convinced though, so who can I trust?
Finally think enough is enough
I'm tired of losin', Tyro, homie, yeah, let's get out the mud, ayy

I regret everything I've ever done
I know how to play but I ain't havin' fun
I know it looks bright, but I don't feel the sun
I might have never been anyone
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you
Anyone, anyone
Anyone til' I met you