"think,know,if,when" lyrics

I don't like who I've been
I don't like who I am lately
In a cycle of sin, always give in
If you knew what I did behind
Closed doors you would see I'm hell bound
Exit right there but I'm feeling held down
Praying for God but I'm crying out loud
Take these lyrics verbatim, stop smoking, stop drinking, stop chasing these feelings I crave
I'm 29, why can't I change
My slate is so stained from the sin that I blame, on all my flesh is insane
Cause the cravings I feel know it's killing me slow
Need Holy Spirit to fill me with hope
Give me the lyrics, I don't know

I'm tired of doing this solo, the valley is dangerous
With you I can't handle it
The lifestyle was scandalous
Drinking and women and cannabis
Drowning my sorrows, not facing it ever
Don't feel like I'm worthy of grace
I feel too dirty, I feel so ashamed
I sit in the shower and pray
I sit in the shower and pray

Hey God
Think I went too far this time
Can you take me back
Need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
Know I went too far this time, can you take me back
I need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
If I go too far next time? can you take me back
Need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
When I go too far next time, will you take me back
I need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped

The ability to withstand difficult conditions
And it's the idea that as the storms of persecution sweep over you
That when it passes, will you still be standing

Think I went too far this time
Can you take me back
Need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
Know I went too far this time, can you take me back
I need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
If I go too far next time, can you take me back
Needed prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped
When I go too far next time, will you take me back
I need prayer right now, right now, right now, feel trapped