"Free" lyrics

After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away

Yeah, c-call me a sinner
Yeah, call me a sinner
Yeah, I lose a little faith
Then I take a little taste
Now I'm feel like a winner
Ou, I fiend that good feedback
I wanna relapse till I relax
You would think that I'm dying
But I'm just stuck and I need that
I wanna fly a little bit, just a little bit longer
I don't wanna come down
I'm just lying to myself, should have been a bit stronger
Running till I numb out
And tomorrow's the day that my cycle will end
But today I'll get strung out
So I need you to stay for the night, hold me tight
Cause my mind is so run down
I can't focus on getting better when I'm setting myself up
Fuck it, I'm feeling better when I'm letting myself buzz
Feels good baby
It's healing my wounds when I'm under the weather
Wishing I could settle or feel loved
Uh, when you call me out, I get a rush
Then you calm me down, but I'm fucked
Can't stop me now
And it sucks you gotta leave once you lock me down

Thought I made it but I'm feeling stupid now
Drinking till I'm falling, cause my mind is so polluted now
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free
Please let me breathe
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me
Oh, please don't leave

After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away

Enable me baby
I'm so unstable, I'm shaking
I need a way to be able
To reach these rainbows I'm chasing
I'm so unfaithful, to my state of mind
Only focused, on getting by
Living minute to minute
Come take a second to get me high
I overdose on my downfalls
Going overboard till I drown off
I'm down on all of my luck
Going comatose is all that I count on
Only remedy and I'm sticking to it
Please don't pity me I'm sick and I think you knew it
Yeah I fucking blew it again
Pretending that I could begin
To take a swing at getting better
When I'm surrounded by you, it's just not fair
It's not fair to judge me when I'm by your side
I'm not me, can't think straight and nothing's right
Nothing's right, no
It's not fair to put me in your loving eyes
I can't breathe, time stops ticking in my mind
Nothing's right, no

Thought I made it but I'm feeling stupid now
Drinking till I'm falling, cause my mind is so polluted now
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be free, I just wanna be free
Please let me breath
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be me
Oh, please don't leave

After a storm
I wanna be brave
And keep you warm
And not fade away