"Drinking About You" lyrics

No one's gonna love you like I do

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

You wouldn't believe, you never could see
My potential and everything I saw in me
Why couldn't you be the girl just for me
But instead you was fuckin' with multiple thieves
You never gave me a reason of why you had cheated
You left me so heated, your numbers deleted
You acted like you were an over-achievement
And now I'm repeating the play
Late in my bed
When I feel alone and you're crossing my head
You ripped me apart, now a part of me's dead
I still think of shit that I wished that I'd said
Yet I digress, and let it digest
Continue to keep everything repressed
And let it compress until I'm depressed
And I snap on a track
And I put in a rap all the things I confess
And I swear you had it set
You weren't right so I got up and left
You poured the poison, now swallow regret
I couldn't expect it from you when you lack self-respect
And just know, I really hate it
You set it up, impossible to save it
I never liked my name till I heard you say it
My love took a toll, now it's time to go pay it
I'm paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb
Assortments of smoke circulating my lungs
Killing off brain cells till I go dumb
This shit gets old but I'm still so young

Nowhere to go? Now what to do?
Anything to stop me from thinking of you
I'm grabbing a case, take it straight to the face
Then I'm hitting this vape and forgetting the truth

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

All of the pain, all of the hurt
All of the change, all of the work
I thought I could keep it to myself
But honestly I'mma put it in a verse
I put you first, you put me second
What I deserved wasn't a message
Saying that 'Ryan, I'm sorry I cheated again'
And I'd lie if I said that it wasn't expected
The wreckage you left, it was permanent
We couldn't make it through the turbulence
These other girls give me encouragement
But now I do not believe in a permanence
What do I do, cause I can't feel
I can't sit down cause I can't stand still
I'm worried that every person that comes into my life
Would be fake when I thought they were real
Ain't got no trust, everyone lies
Patiently waiting to see a demise
They would rather see me fall than to go get it all
But at least I went out and I tried
What's on your mind, when you listen to these tracks
Do you think it's funny I think I can rap?
Do you ever stop and regret what has passed?
Do you think that if you were loyal we'd last?
Well now it's all over, bitch, I'm moving on, I said it
When I said I fucking hate you, girl, I hope you know I meant it
Cause the only thing you ever did was make me look pathetic
Now it's up to me to make it to make sure that you regret it

I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb all the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

No one's gonna love you like I do, I do
No one's gonna kill you like I do, I do