"Static" lyrics

I've been killing myself to look happy
Can you tell I'm not well when you look at me?
Every time I wake up it always [?]
Drill the hole in my mind
Only way I survive

Left on all the lights so you could see nobody's home
Don't feel bad for me 'cause I don't feel nothing at all

I'm safe feeling static
I'm already damaged
Watch it crumble, watch it bleed
Always something killing me
I'm too broken and panicked
But I'm safe feeling static

You're telling me on the news
I'd probably be dead by June
Fuck it if it's ending soon
I'll light one up in the waiting room
So what, I'm not frustrated
Flipping channels while you're playing
So what, I'm kinda jaded
You don't like it, change the station

Set the house on fire again, it's magic when it glows
Don't feel bad for me 'cause I don't feel nothing at all

I'm safe feeling static
I'm already damaged
Watch it crumble, watch it bleed
Always something killing me
I'm too broken and panicked
But I'm safe feeling static

(I'm safe feeling static)
(I'm safe feeling static)
(I'm safe feeling static)
(I'm safe feeling static)