"Just To Die" lyrics

(Damn, Cyrus, why you always in my business, huh?)
Yeah

What is love? I'm battling me
I'm just tryna bomb my thoughts, I hope I don't drown, I'm in too deep
Ready over here, do I deserve affection? I'm a creep
I'm the kind of guy who bares the grit of pain, I won't look weak
I lost friends, so many people I thought were friends, at least to me
That's on me, damn, long way from the goal, damn
Long way from the recognition that I know a young nigga owed
Long way from me coolin' off, man, I hate to be in this mode, damn
Heard the kids lookin' up to me and I could barely cover this code, yeah

One-of-one, one you'll miss, well goodbye
Ain't no way I live through this just to die, just to die
Ain't no way I live through this just to die, just to die, yeah

I'm way too antisocial
I barely live my crib, I barely leave my home, I barely pick up the phone
I barely every wanna speak shit, like when I do, it's all just wrong
Chastised for the things I feel, I wonder am I really wrong
Sigh, I been too chill, I been to calm
I got no wants, I'm the [?]
They like my smile, they love my charms
I keep, I keep skippin' on my [?]
The world is dangerous, but I'm dangerous too, I don't wanna bring harm
Speak more love, speak more light
Talk 'bout dove, took his life
Took his knife, pray to God, relieve this strife
Yeah, relieve the, relieve this strife
Yeah, uh, uh

One-of-one, one you'll miss, well goodbye
Ain't no way I live through this just to die, just to die
Ain't no way I live through this just to die, just to die
Ain't no way I live through this just to, yeah, uh