"No I'm Not A Masochist" lyrics

I always wanted to be like an anime character or superhero, somebody that could save the day
And I guess through Christ I can kinda be like that
In my own way, you know?
Yeah

My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm bleedin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm leakin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm bleedin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm leakin'
No, I'm not a masochist, but I'm thinkin' I might I get into it
Lord, it's too much suffering, who find joy in suffering?
No, I'm not a masochist, but I'm thinkin' I might I get into it
Lord, it's too much suffering, who find joy in suffering?

Still figurin' out what's real for sure in this life
Still healin' from that bullet and that knife
Lord, I know I only get what I deserve
And I know I'm only reapin' what I earned, but it hurt

Please don't let my pain go in vain, go in vain
I know she can change, I can change, we can change
Father, in your son holy name, Yahawahshi, please change us, Lord

My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm bleedin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm leakin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm bleedin'
My heart torn to pieces, she put Band-Aids, but I'm leakin'
No, I'm not a masochist, but I'm thinkin' I might I get into it
Lord, it's too much suffering, who find joy in suffering?
No, I'm not a masochist, but I'm thinkin' I might I get into it
Lord, it's too much suffering, who find joy in suffering?