"Bad News" lyrics

I've been running in a circle with a hurdle
Don't show 'cause I keep it internal
One of them days I forget to breathe
I wonder why my face turn purple

I know that the money comin', I keep saying that to function
We just need an introduction
Hard to appreciate a thing you built when it's always in construction

Look at how I piece the beats up
Slice like piece of pizza
I won't let 'em get amnesia
I want you, I don't need you
You ain't gotta trust the process, Joel Embiid, yeah
It come from the inside
Tryna figure out my end goal
Feelings that I can't hide
I just had to vent though

I'm sick of bad news following me
I know I had to get back on my feet
I'm not a bad dude, just bad with defeat
It's hard to dream when you having trouble falling asleep

Said I wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my, watch my, watch my

I just took a bike ride in Los Angeles
I peddled right by where a mansion sits
Thinking it'd be nice to have, I can't neglect the fact it's too big for a fam to fit
'Cause tell me what I really need the space for
When right around the corner there's a woman in the streets
That could barely even get her meals paid for
We ain't talk but I prayed for her

I know that the money comin', I keep saying that to function
We just need an introduction
It's hard to appreciate a thing you built when it's always in construction

Man, we seen hard times with no hard hats
Always scared that I'll fall back
Deep fear I'll get left behind
Hate the thought that I could get declined
Scroll through an app for an instant cure
I don't gotta hide it, I'm insecure
Say how I feel, then I switch my words
Change my mind, been through worse
High in the air's how I hold my head
Kept my heart, give them soul instead
So much to do 'fore I'm old and dead
Sorry if I've been on edge

I'm sick of bad news following me
I know I had to get back on my feet
I'm not a bad dude, just bad with defeat
It's hard to dream when you having trouble falling asleep

Said I wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my movies
Wanna get a mansion, a jacuzzi
Theater to watch my, watch my, watch my