"Breathe" lyrics

I hope you feel it, hope you feel it, hope you feel this
Why is all my weakness always on my real shit?
Every time I speak, I'm just hoping it appeal
I've been bottling it up, but it's getting hard to deal with
Fuck it, let me snap, 'cause
I'm about to pop when
All I hear is screams
Mom's arguing with Pops
I was only just a baby
I was praying that it stop
Why you punishing your son?
I'm the one who called the cops, huh?
I was panicking
Really, can you blame me?
You was at each other's throats
I was begging for your safety
Maybe you should start behaving, go and tuck me in
But you was worried 'bout your bottle level [?]
So fuck it
Always bothered by the stubble on my father's face
When he would kiss me, I could smell the alcoholic taste
Where is Moms? Moms nowhere to be found
Haven't seen her in a week
What the fuck is going down?

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

I don't really bruise much
I don't sing the blues much
Ironically, I'm feeling, as we grow, that we just lose touch
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose us
Only thing with distance is it always make you lose trust
Everything is bittersweet
Guess this shit is neutral
Remember as a kid when everything was beautiful?
I just saw the fam, and
Everything was grand, but
Why are the reunions only held at funerals?
Million dollar question
Million different thoughts that be running through my brainwaves
They don't wanna stop, pause
Life be trying me
Pushing me and prying me
Refusing taking medication even though anxiety is fucking up my life, man
What the fuck my lifespan?
Pouring my emotions nonchalantly to a mic stand?
Shit, I don't even tell met friends this
Stop and take a second
Let you see it through my lenses
Breathe

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe