"Defeat" lyrics

Wasting feeling breeding inside me
A shadow of something crawling behind me
And I'm pretending there's nothing in there
But hearing those whispers makes me to believe

Here - I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet
Smell - in my breathe reminding smell of death
Dreams - in my head slowly fade away
The end - is nearby me and I want it to be

The king - inside my head seducing me to betray
You - the only one making myself me
The loss - in my life great it will be
The game - is taking me and the prize is defeat

Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny
Defeat
Best friend I've ever met
Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny

Hands stretching up to reach the sky
Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay
Fingers are slipping and I'm falling down
Into the world I know the world of sadness

Room - in my heart empty as a well
Still - waiting for the victory to take
In vain - I've lost this game before I've even born
Defeat - my destiny all I ever get

Inevitable, my destiny
Defeat
Best friend I've ever met
Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny
Defeat
Best friend I've ever met

Defeat