"drown" lyrics

Woke up from the same dream, rising from the dead
I never thought I had the capacity to lose my head
Oh, but here we are on the phone, and we been talking for hours, yeah
About restaurants and street signs, red lights and opium flowers

Oh, and I said, "Don't you try to make this all bad"
'Cause I still see silver linings, in all of the times that we've had
Oh, and I said, "Don't you try to put yourself down"
'Cause you're the only one keeping my head above water
I'd drown, drown here without you

Drown
They're pulling me under, pulling me under the ground
Oh, drown, yeah
They're pulling me under, pulling me under

SIM card and a flip phone, rizla and a flame
Amsterdam and riding round canals until you call my name

Oh, but I can't hide my green eyes, and they drive me insane
I can't see why you'd love me, how you love me is a losing game

Drown
They're pulling me under, pulling me under the ground
Oh, drown, yeah
They're pulling me under, pulling me under

You've been wondering about your own relationship to open water
You've been wondering about the trauma and how it always finds it's way to the surface, floating in the ocean
You've wondering about how to protect that trauma from consumption
You've been wondering about departing, about being elsewhere
You've always thought if you opened your mouth in open water, you would drown
But if you didn't open your mouth, you would suffocate
So here you are, drowning