"suffer" lyrics

I still want to figure it out
I want my name in your mouth
I want to say it aloud, as if it's nothing
And I know it's just a figure of speech
But it meant something to me
And I don't want it to leave

I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer

And I don't care if it hurts
'Cause it hurts all the time
Tell me that you're in love
Like you're learning your lines
I don't care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don't care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you

You don't have to show me respect
'Cause I'm already a wreck
I want your hands on my neck, as if I'm nothing
And I know it's masochistic of me
And I should pick up and leave
But I don't wanna be free

I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer

And I don't care if it hurts
'Cause it hurts all the time
Tell me that you're in love
Like you're learning your lines
I don't care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don't care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you

I don't care what they say
Nothing's fair anyway
You can love me and leave me and love me again
You can lie to my face
You can call me a cunt
You can touch anywhere
Anywhere that you want
I don't care

Oh I don't care if it hurts
'Cause it hurts all the time
Tell me that you're in love
Like you're learning your lines
I don't care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don't care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you