"SUFFERING" lyrics

Same bones that I keep on breaking
Same problems I'm never gonna fix
All these walls that I keep on making
So I don't ever let no one in
All the smoke that I keep inhaling
I know kills me, but I can't quit
And I don't wanna hurt you, baby
You try to love me, but I ain't shit

All these unanswered calls
Nobody cares at all
I turned my signal off again

I wanna be alone
But I'm suffering
I won't pick up the phone
But I need a friend

I'll leave it in my head
'Cause you won't understand
I don't want you to know
That I'm suffering
But I'm suffering

I don't want you to see me like this
I don't want you to see all of the parts I hate
You deserve somebody that's fixed
Not somebody broken that you gotta change

And baby, I'm afraid
'Cause I got bad habits
I got baggage
You can tell me you don't care
Until you're damaged
All the bad shit
I hold it back 'cause I don't want you to find

All these unanswered calls
Nobody cares at all
I turned my signal off again

I wanna be alone
But I'm suffering
I won't pick up the phone
But I need a friend

I'll leave it in my head
'Cause you won't understand
I don't want you to know
That I'm suffering
But I'm suffering

And I don't wanna tell you but it's killing me
I keep it on the low, keep it underneath
But everything keeps coming up
I'm suffering

I keep it to myself so you never see
And I don't need your help
I don't need a thing
I don't wanna keep hurting everyone
I'm suffering