"Mess" 가사

I'm a mess lost inside
Your lies can't see the rest, yeah
Echoes in my head, it makes me guess (Oh)
You're so heartless, tearing into my chest, yeah
I tried to run but I keep coming back to you
You twist my mind and act it's all fine
I'm running blind, I lost my way out
I beg for answers, but you give me pain
In the silence, all my visions drain

I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir

I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares?
Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't

Can't take anymore
My thoughts keep screaming, "Just let it go"
You laced me up so I can never run away, run away
I'm caught in your maze every day, every day
Like a curse or something, I tried to break it clean
But you played it real smooth
You justified, now I'm deceived
Maybe I believed that you could change
Now I realize that I'm just here for myself

I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no
You keep breaking me down and then lift me up
You're so toxic but I'm still holding
Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir

I'm living like I just don't care
I don't mind if it's unfair
Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear
'Cause I can't live without you
I'm living like I just don't care
If I don't I'll break for real
I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares?
Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't