"Motive" lyrics

Emo-tional
Picking up the pieces of my heart in the bathroom
Got no control
It's one thing to another when it's all coming at you
All the lows it's over load
It's like computers showing error codes
I froze again
Against it all
I haven't found a way to disconnect but I want to

Heartbreak and happy it's a fine line
Why do I just never seem to get it right?
And if I woke up all alone and my battery died
I wouldn't mind no

Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
On the rocks
Ain't gotta motive
Slow me down
Make it stop
Why can't I just
Turn off emotion
Don't wanna feel it
Wish I was numb
Turn the volume down
Until it's gone
Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
Out on the rocks
Ain't gotta motive

Against the odds
Sometimes I swear to god I don't know how I survive it
Invisible
I'm screaming on the inside but you'll only see me smiling

Heartbreak and happy it's a fine line
Why do I just never seem to get it right?
And if I woke up all alone and my battery died
I wouldn't mind no

Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
On the rocks
Ain't gotta motive
Slow me down
Make it stop
Why can't I just
Turn off emotion
Don't wanna feel it
Wish I was numb
Turn the volume down
Until it's gone
Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
Out on the rocks
Ain't gotta motive

Heartbreak and happy it's a fine line
Why do I just never seem to get it right?
And if I woke up all alone and my battery died
I wouldn't mind no

Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
On the rocks
Ain't gotta motive
Slow me down
Make it stop
Why can't I just
Turn off emotion
Don't wanna feel it
Wish I was numb
Turn the volume down
Until it's gone
Ain't picking up
Don't wanna talk
Out on the rocks
Ain't gotta motive