"AMBIVALENCE" lyrics

I loved you and you knew that
You drive away and I lose it
I hate you and you know that
I'll be worlds away when you come back
So don't try me
I've cried over you way too many nights
The day that you left was the day that I got myself back

Questioning my sanity and you never calling me back
What's there to miss about that
You never loved me
And you just saw everything as attacks
Should've never took you back
I really loved you
You never saw that way
I gave and gave and gave
And all you did was take
When things were going good I always had to pay
Isn't that what they say

I loved you and you knew that
You drive away and I lose it
I hate you and you know that
I'll be worlds away when you come back
So don't try me
I've cried over you way too many nights
The day that you left was the day that I got myself back

A random Tuesday you'd blow up out of nowhere
And I always take the blame
I thought I knew you
But you're just another guy
Who claims he had a hard life
And that excuses all you do to all the innocent girls in your life
You're a bad person
There's no other word for a man who lives out of spite
I really loved you
You never saw that way
Isn't that what they say
I didn't fuck up or ruin anything
You made me believe I was the one to blame

I loved you and you knew that
You drive away and I lose it
I hate you and you know that
I'll be worlds away when you come back
So don't try me
I've cried over you way too many nights
The day that you left was the day that I got myself back
I loved you so fucking bad
I hate you, I hope you know that