"Solitaire" lyrics

It must've been hard to deal with the pain inside you
It never could find a way to escape I wish I knew
Why you couldn't see the beautiful things
And why the world is so unfair
You were playing solitaire

Every time we laughed it made me adore you
I used to think we'd change this earth but from your view
Life was pushing you around you started to drown
It seemed that no one cared
You were playing solitaire

I'd cry when I think of what I should've told you
I been aching cause I know we needed you
Maybe you found peace in a different place
Although you're gone I won't forget your face
But you couldn't see the beautiful things
Cause the world was treating you unfair
How was I so unaware?
You were playing solitaire