"Conversations" lyrics

Falling apart, so overwhelmed
Hope is a fated point of view
I'm tryna be patient, tired of waitin' for things to turn around
Thought I was better now
Not walkin' alone, my step is off, keep trippin' up
Still thinkin' 'bout all of the ways that I fell through
Not showin' up, not big enough
Admittedly all true

So I'll place myself in the wings
Where no one can see me
Awaiting the next scene
There, I'll be standin', my head in my hands goin' numb
'Cause I hear a voice I've been tryin' to ignore
It's saying

"This one could have helped you
Could have led you anywhere you want
This one could have held you from the fall to come"
It's too late for conversation
It's only a mountain I've been tryna move

A pardon, a gift, would easily
Help me absolve the weight of this
Nervously contemplatin'
The ruin to follow on
I slowly slip away again
As I hear a fadin' voice say

"This one could have helped you
Could have led you anywhere you want
This one could have held you from the fall to come"
It's too late for conversation
It's only a mountain I've been tryna move

Immovable, it is
Immovable, it is

How long have I been starin' at
The mirror behind the door?
So many years reflected back
And so many days I could have been more
No matter where I try to go
There's always a voice that I'll forever know
It's sayin'

"This one could have helped you
Could have led you anywhere you want
This one could have held you from the fall to come"

Immovable, it is
Immovable, it is
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Shadows and figures all around
Movin', but they don't make a sound
Tired of carrying all the dead around
So bury me with them now
I know that you want to

Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, just keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, just keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging
Keep digging now, keep digging