"the end" lyrics

"the end"

Been stalking your ex on the internet
She's blonde, so pretty, and I know that
We'd get along under different circumstances
We've got similar taste, and a similar face

I've been falling apart when I look in the mirror
If you compare her and I, I'm like three sizes bigger
She's cool, seems confident
That's what I try to be but it's not me

I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong, yeah it's ridiculous
But I can't help, no I can't help this feeling in my gut
I think of her and think that I'll just never measure up
How can I compete when I know she was your first love?
I know it's sick, I know it's sad, I'm messed up in the head
But I can't help to think that she was lying in your bed
So can you lie to me, just lying we can play pretend
That I'm the only girl you've ever loved, the end

Been spending my time making a list
Got a couple of pages of shit I can fix
At the top, it's my hair, it's my skin, lose that weight
Oh my god, my old jeans, they don't fit, and I'm

Losing my mind, hitting the bottom
Wasting my time 'til I've forgotten
What matters, I'll push you away
'Til I hurt my own feelings and beg you to stay

I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong, yeah it's ridiculous
But I can't help, no I can't help this feeling in my gut
I think of her and think that I'll just never measure up
How can I compete when I know she was your first love?
I know it's sick, I know it's sad, I'm messed up in the head
But I can't help to think that she was lying in your bed
So can you lie to me, just lying we can play pretend
That I'm the only girl you've ever loved, the end

The only girl, I'm
The only girl, I'm
The only girl that you've ever loved

The only girl, I'm
The only girl, I'm
The only girl that you'll ever love

The only girl, I'm
The only girl, I'm
The only girl that you've ever loved

The only girl, I'm
The only girl, I'm
The only girl

I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong, yeah it's ridiculous
But I can't help, no I can't help this feeling in my gut
I think of her and think that I'll just never measure up
How can I compete when I know she was your first love?
I know it's sick, I know it's sad, I'm messed up in the head
But I can't help to think that she was lying in your bed
So can you lie to me, just lying we can play pretend
That I'm the only girl you've ever loved, the end


EP: "from my bedroom floor" (2024)
Kate Gill - from my bedroom floor EP cover
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