"Back To You" lyrics

I think I'm hitting a wall
I think you got under my skin
As I'm watching it fall
Starting to feel like sink or swim
I haven't felt myself in a minute
I haven't felt myself in a minute
Not at all
I see you running away
Trying to make sense of all this mess
Know you can't stay the same
Can't say you know what's coming next
You don't know what it is till you're in it
You don't know pain that deep till you live it
Not at all
Not at all

Cause I was scared of changing
Losing faith in whatever we had left
Now we're strangers
We ain't the same
Yeah, maybe we lost a little more than we wanted to
Took a little time just to face the truth that's all
I was always gonna find my way back to you

A little light at the end
A little part of me tries to let it in
But the brighter it gets
The more that I see how dark it's been
All of this time I thought I was living
All of this time didn't know any different
Not at all
Not at all