"Guestlist" lyrics

Is there some kind of sign
You can send me
So I can evade embarrassment?
Found myself falling for you
And started smoking cigarettes
Always said
I'd never find the appeal of either

You're gonna find someone closer
Maybe same continent
Bleach blonde
I'll stay cringe on socials
It's all about content
She'll have a real job
And I'll watch from afar
As it all plays out
Get you both on the guestlist
And just not mention
What all the songs are about
You'll both be thirty and flirty and free
I'll be happy for you
But unhappy and twenty-three

Is there some way of knowing
What you're thinking
When I can't press your head to mine?
Find myself blaming my sober thoughts
On overdrinking
And writing it down for the sophomore
Maybe we'll talk more by that time

Or you'll find someone closer
Same continent
Bleach blonde
I'll stay cringe on socials
It's all about content
She'll have a real job
And I'll watch from afar
As it all plays out
Get you both on the guestlist
And just not mention
What all the songs are about
You'll both be thirty and flirty and free
I'll be happy for you
But unhappy and twenty-three

Or you'll find someone closer
Same continent
Bleach blonde
I'll stay cringe on socials
It's all about content
She'll have a real job
And I'll watch from afar
As it all plays out
Get you both on the guestlist
And just not mention
What all the songs are about
You'll both be thirty and flirty and free
I'll be happy for you
But unhappy and twenty-three