"Cowboy Lullaby" lyrics

Dirt wrapped in plastic, clothes on the mattress
Well, baby, it's broken, it's what we've been handed
Sorry, I'm not coping with the hell scape better
I've gotta get back to you, my Heaven

Hottest of summers, atheist mothers
I can't die alone if I've got multiple lovers
I'm sorry, I'm not sexier when I'm here crying
I've gotta get back to you, my diamond

For my Heaven (My diamond)
My petal (My lover)
I'm trying (I'm trying)
To painlessly suffer

The robots are learning, I'm naked and yearning
The softness of my body is twisted and turning
Sorry, I'm not built out of that cool steel metal
I've gotta get back to you, my petal

I hook my fingers to my mouth and pull into a smile
I'm having fun and selling high with my little sum
I hate the war, but fight for you until my dying breath
I'll live beside the worst of things in this life and the next

For my heaven (My diamond)
My petal (My lover)
I'm trying (I'm trying)
I wonder (I wonder)

For my heaven (My diamond)
My petal (My lover)
I'm trying (I'm trying)
To painlessly suffer