"Open Wound" lyrics

Gave myself a curfew, but still my eyes stay wide awake past four
I tried to smoke something, had me overthinking even more
I opened all the windows, hoping the night air might clear my thoughts
Love's counting in my pillow knowing I will never get who I want

'Cause life, it flows so far from who I chose
My heart stays frozen, at the time when you were mine
So this open wound is still unclosed

No, no (no, no)
No, this open wound is still unclosed
No, no (no, no)
No, this open wound is still unclosed, closed
I wish it would close, close

Tried to take a walk but the sun don't wanna ease my mind clearly
Think I went too far, been busy going over everything I said, ah, yeah, yeah (ah, yeah, yeah)
I feel the rain come but I can't bear that empty home again, oh, ah, yeah
Can't stand me feeling like this, tell me there's a way that I could shake you off

'Cause life, it flows so far from who I chose
My heart stays frozen, at the time when you were mine
So this open wound is still unclosed

No, no (no, no)
No, this open wound is still unclosed
No, no (no, no)
No, this open wound is still unclosed, closed
I wish it would close, close

I want to feel life again, I wanna be grateful
What do I do? How do I prove I can be able?
When it's so hard to push on through, I'm feeling so shameful
Don't wanna be bitter, baby, I want to be faithful
(Be faithful, faithful, yeah, yeah)

'Cause life it flows so far from who I have chose
My heart stays frozen, at the time when you were mine
So this open wound is still unclosed (no, this open wound is still unclosed)

No, no
No, this open wound is still unclosed (no, this open wound is still unclosed)
No, no
No, this open wound is still unclosed (you were mine), closed (closed)
I wish it would close (close)

No, this open wound is still unclosed
No, this open wound is still unclosed
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
Unclosed
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah