"Pain In My Eyes" lyrics

God on me my upper hand
This spot I'm on might never land
An angel with me every step
And I try my best to hold her hand
Pain in my eyes
And the fans you want don't come from ceilings
Get back to your Honda Civic
Not mad about what they gon' mimic
Don't sit around and watch statistics
I'm still the realest, I feel [?], and of course I'm gon' trust my instinct
Pain from my eyes, yeah

Ain't no cryin' out for help cause nobody cares about your pity times
Imagine what I got from having nothing, I feel so alive
She know I got enough [?] to keep her woke until I'm 75
God extend my years until I'm gone, I'll never speak a lie
Got dropped inside a field surrounded by goats, so who you think in mind
Almost drowned, but I learned how to float in 2005
And I can't count how many times I love you, my feelings must die

God on me my upper hand
This spot I'm on might never land
An angel with me every step
And I try my best to hold her hand
Pain in my eyes
And the fans you want don't come from ceilings
Get back to your Honda Civic
Not mad about what they gon' mimic
Don't sit around and watch statistics
I'm still the realest, I feel [?], and of course I'm gon' trust my instinct
Pain from my eyes, yeah

And it feel better then hit restart when you the boss and you can make your own moves
Everyone around me becomes someone if you lose its on you
Workin overtime it [?] my blessin's feel well overdue

All I see is pain, pain in my eyes, pain in my eyes yeah