"derealization" lyrics

Wh-what the fuck?

Taking meds to the face every single damn day
Would it kill me? Would it kill me?
Taking meds to the face, I've been tryna run away
From the real me, yeah, the real me
Whenever I'm hurt I pop seals
You making it worse, I can't feel
I feel like my life is not real
I feel like my life is not real

Missing your love like a lace man
Way more on my plate
I brought my drugs here for safety
I've been running late to all my shows in the basement
Hope I see your face
Look in the mirror everyday and see someone I hate
I said that pricey shit was fun but I think I need a break
Got all these labels on my line throwing millions in my face
And nigga, I can't even lie, I don't know which one to take
Throw my decision in the sky, I don't know which one to make
I let 'em fall
Whichever one I catch, then that's the one I'm runnin' with
I think that music made me rich
So let me ball
I'm tired of feeling like I'm shit, so I just put it on my fit
Now what I got on, you can't even find in the mall

Whenever I'm hurt I pop seals
You making it worse, I can't feel
I feel like my life is not real
I feel like my life is not real

Taking meds to the face every single damn day
Would it kill me? Would it kill me?
Taking meds to the face, I've been tryna run away
From the real me, yeah, the real me
Whenever I'm hurt I pop seals
You making it worse, I can't feel
I feel like my life is not real
I feel like my life is not real