"The Drama" lyrics

I crawl in bed
Close my eyes
But I never can sleep
There's a violence in the silence
And it's coming for me
Oh, the paranoia
It's creeping closer
Swimming in my head like a Great White
All I need anything to distract me from this empty feeling

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I'm bored and I'm broken
I'm self destroying
At least it's something to do
Oh, the drama of it all
Oh, the drama of it all

I desperately
Wanna think
People are good
But if you'd seen
The things I'd seen
I don't know if you would
Friday night in
I'll get too high and
Keep checking my pulse, am I dead yet?
All I need is anything to distract me from this empty feeling

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I'm bored and I'm broken
I'm self destroying
At least it's something to do
Oh, the drama of it all
Oh, the drama of it all

It's all just for the fun of it
Are we having fun yet?

Build me up
To feel the fall and
Fall in love
To break my heart
I'm bored and I'm broken
I'm self destroying
At least it's something to do
Oh, the drama of it all
Oh, the drama of it all

In the next life, I wanna come back as a house cat, as a house cat
In the next life, I wanna come back as a house cat, as a house cat
In the next life, I wanna come back as a house cat, as a house cat
I wanna be sedated
In the next life, I wanna come back as a house cat, as a house cat
In the next life, I wanna come back as a house cat, as a house cat
I wanna be sedated

Get me to the airport
And put me on a plane
I'll be extra cute if I'm fat, as a house cat, as a house cat
I'ma sit and play in the sun, I'll be a fucking cute sun of a gun