"First Life" lyrics

Maybe I should take a break
Take a rest from falling so hard
I need to learn to be alone
'Cause how could I know what I want
If I ain't never been on my own?
Big, bad, and grown

Skeletons keep haunting me
Wishful thinkin'
That they go away
If I wish 'em bad, I'd paint them red
Hangin' onto words that you said
I

Girl, I ain't on my first life
It'll be alright
Don't change your mind about me
Let your guard down for tonight
Don't wonder why
We're just passin' time

'Cause you deserve what I'm givin'
And you are worth every minute
It's only time that we're spendin'
Want me to be here, I'm willin'
All of this love that we're makin'
I wanna give it, not take it
We could just be here, I'm patient
Girl, I ain't on my first life

Me neither
Want you, don't need you
Promoted to please you
There's no reason to be holdin'
Back like my legs, I'll stay open
To all the ways that we're growin'
Sure not gon' fix what ain't broken

What if there's a time and place
That we could go
To be by ourselves?
Be all the ways that we feel
It's funny how you never know
How things could go
We're just you and I
And no extra eyes

And these skeletons keep haunting me
Wishful thinkin'
That they'd been away
If I wished 'em bad, I'd paint 'em red
Hangin' onto words that you said
Girl, I

Girl, I ain't on my first life
It'll be alright
Don't change your mind about me
Let your guard down for tonight
Don't wonder why
We're just passin' time

'Cause you deserve what I'm givin'
And you are worth every minute
It's only time that we're spendin'
Want me to be here, I'm willin'
All of this love that we're makin'
I wanna give it, not take it
We could just be here, I'm patient
Girl, I ain't on my first life