"Lean" lyrics

I'd give up all this shit
To fly with you again
And I hold back the tears
Every time I think of you
And how upset you get
To know I felt like this
So I don't tell them shit
I just close my eyes and think of you

When ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
'Cause they don't understand me bruh
Ain't no one to lean on
Ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
'Cause they don't understand me bruh

I'm tired of tryin' to guess
I'm tired of dodgin' death
It's time that I confess
I ain't felt no acceptance after the night you left
The day they believe me
The way you believe me
Is the day that I can think about taking it easy
Ain't a day that I don't think about scrapin' and leavin'
I stay and I sing, thinkin' that maybe you'll see it
I keep the tears to myself, speaking spiritual
I see a mirror and see a miracle when I reflect
I think of where I was at a year ago, knowin' where it'll go
Still be wishin' that I was wherever you at

I give up all this shit
To fly with you again
And I hold back the tears
Every time I think of you
And how upset you get
To know I feel like this
So I don't tell them shit
I, just close my eyes and think of you

When ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
'Cause they don't understand me bruh
Ain't no one to lean on
Ain't no one to lean on
When ain't no one to lean on
'Cause they don't understand me bruh