"RELIEF" lyrics

(COUPE)

I'm in a rush, but I was having the best time with you
Stay in a rut with me and I could forget time with you
Wanted to trust so bad, it made me forget my issues
Am I good enough?
Tricks up my sleeve, missin' my sleep to see you
Missin' my seat, trips overseas to see you
Tripped on my screens, clicked on my screens to peep you
Tripped over things that didn't have meaning

But it's a relief
It's a relief to see you
It's a relief
It's a relief to see you just for a breathe
Just for a reasoning, should've released it rather than keep it in
I don't wanna say what I'm thinkin' 'bout
I don't wanna say what my dreams about
I don't wanna say what you need to hear
I know it'll lead to you leavin' now

Give me a break for slangin' my heart around
Who do you change into when I'm not around?
Who do you tell the things we don't talk about
Would you ask me to stay if I tell you I'm walking out?
Twistin' my words, I know you prefer I keep 'em
Fuck what they heard, this doesn't concern them people
Pray in return, the lessons they learned was needed
Wish you could be whatever I needed

But it's a relief
It's a relief to see you
It's a relief
It's a relief to see you just for a breathe
Just for a reasoning, should've released it rather than keep it in
I don't wanna say what I'm thinkin' 'bout
I don't wanna say what my dreams about
I don't wanna say what you need to hear
I know it'll lead to you leavin' now

Ayy, y'all, hol' on, y'all turn that down, real quick
Aight, yeah, goddamn
Hey, Ken, I hope you're okay
I'm super sorry that I have to be the one to tell you this, but
Your grandpa passed away
Whenever you do get this, you know you can call me and I'll be here