"Four Letter Words" lyrics

I drank a liter of tequila in my bedroom
It's taking every ounce of power not to text you
Your body frozen in my mind like a statue
Wish I could scratch off all the letters of our tattoo

I'm a believer but I keep learning the hard way
That your love's only gonna make my heart break
While I was crying you were flying at a party
Baby, you played me like Atari at an arcade

I'm usually nice
But just for tonight I wanna be mean
I wanna fight
I wanna say things I've been keeping inside
Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me

Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me

I caught you lying with the bible in your right hand
Thought you could rule me like I wasn't gonna bite back
I'm sick of manipulative venomous spending all of my time
Second guessing my mind, keep on taking the high road
But I'm ready to go low
So

I'm usually nice
But just for tonight I wanna be mean
I wanna fight
I wanna say things I've been keeping inside
Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me

Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me

I was buried alive
But I learned to hold my breath
No, you won't fool me twice
You can't have this back

Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me

Four-letter words
I'm cursing
Fuck you
You didn't deserve me