"Bugs" lyrics

Had to catch it on a tail end
Put me in a tailspin
Had to get my bearings
Running with the head chopped
Didn't wanna feel your sadness
Making up the bad shit, too bad now but
Tryin' hard not to trail off
Too far gone off from myself
I knew everything about you
Except the way I had you
Can we run it back?

Should I stop, probably not, started out in a dream
Hard to talk, hard to think, maybe I couldn't see
Nothing's up fill my time, unparticular things
And if it isn't what I wanted then I know it now
Up and down, all around, what did you wanna see?
It's like a ship, if it sinks, taken out to the sea
And no I can't, no you don't, put your trust into me
I do apologize, I know that I'm a know-it-all

Alright, feeling like I'm alright for now
But I don't even have a, hold tight
I don't wanna make it alright for now
But I'll tell you
If then, maybe we can
Pretend it's all in our head now
Well, I don't wanna give you sadness
Wanna give you sadness, so long

One day, you find
Give me just two days, one night
I would just rush past, headlights
I was just, every part of me was just a little overwhelmed now
I can't come back, don't give me no
Bouquet, off-white, can't give you all
Repaid, not quite, I'll tell you all tonight
What's going through my head

Can I stop, probably not, left it there in a dream?
What I want, what I got, things that I couldn't see
Nothing's up, filled my time with a million things
I guess it isn't what I wanted, least I know it now

Up and down, all around, who did you wanna be?
It's like a ship, if it sinks, taken out to the sea
No you can't, no you won't, put your trust into me
I do apologize I know that I don't know it all

Alright, feeling like I'm alright for now
But I don't even have a, hold tight
I don't wanna make it alright for now
But I'll tell you
If then, maybe we can
Pretend it's all in our head now
Well, I don't wanna give you sadness
Wanna give you sadness, so long