"Amphetamines" lyrics
You done fell for everything, everything
That ain't true
Fucking with amphetamines, amphetamines
That ain't you
You don't wanna let it sting, let it sting
So you bruise
Putting on your denim jeans, your denim jeans
You're that blue
Everybody hides from their problems
What's the big deal?
If life is not promised
Die on that hill
We're surely not honest
Take the blue pill
The red one's too conscious
All the king's men and all the king's horses
Couldn't get humpty out them black forces
Though in my eyes
It's really quite gorgeous
Maybe there's more to me
I was tryna go, when the light was red
I was in my mind, I was in my head
Tryna for myself, I was fucking scared
Till I realized to be happy you can't fucking care
What my mom thinks, what my friends say
I'm my own boss, I'm a sensei
You're better off in this world
When you realize you're alone
And that nowhere is a home
Boy put some meat on your bones
Before they pick it
Tryna stay sober I do got no time to kick it
Living in my truth I mean from you I need some distance
Maybe this, maybe that
All this contemplating almost turned into a maniac
Apologies I just needed a change
I'm avoiding traffic around me
And focusing on my lane
Cause the weatherman said it's cloudy
A high percentage of rain
If I don't adapt to the feeling of pain, yeah
You done fell for everything, everything
That ain't true
Fucking with amphetamines, amphetamines
That ain't you
You don't wanna let it sting, let it sting
So you bruise
Putting on your denim jeans, your denim jeans
You're that blue
You can never know what somebody is battling
Insecure people are often the most adamant
Life can send you packing a rocket inside a javelin
Been having dreams of shooting
The buzzer beater that rattles in
Michael Jordan, Lebron James
Don't ignore it, the time's change
The mind's strange, it's basic function is mind games
Nothing is forever, the slightest zephyr can find flames
Maybe when my house burns down
I'll be open to let my ego
Be the first thing browned
I've been questioning if I need to
Say yes to so many people
Cause when it's my time to need you, you can never be found
I realize that I'm not perfect
I realize my real life
Is more than the heavy things on my mind's surface
I gotta find purpose outside of what I call a career
Cause what if there was no one to hear?
Everybody hides from their problems
What's the big deal?
If life is not promised
Die on that hill
We're surely not honest
Take the blue pill
The red one's too conscious
All the king's men and all the king's horses
Couldn't get humpty out them black forces
Though in my eyes
It's really quite gorgeous
Maybe there's more to me
That ain't true
Fucking with amphetamines, amphetamines
That ain't you
You don't wanna let it sting, let it sting
So you bruise
Putting on your denim jeans, your denim jeans
You're that blue
Everybody hides from their problems
What's the big deal?
If life is not promised
Die on that hill
We're surely not honest
Take the blue pill
The red one's too conscious
All the king's men and all the king's horses
Couldn't get humpty out them black forces
Though in my eyes
It's really quite gorgeous
Maybe there's more to me
I was tryna go, when the light was red
I was in my mind, I was in my head
Tryna for myself, I was fucking scared
Till I realized to be happy you can't fucking care
What my mom thinks, what my friends say
I'm my own boss, I'm a sensei
You're better off in this world
When you realize you're alone
And that nowhere is a home
Boy put some meat on your bones
Before they pick it
Tryna stay sober I do got no time to kick it
Living in my truth I mean from you I need some distance
Maybe this, maybe that
All this contemplating almost turned into a maniac
Apologies I just needed a change
I'm avoiding traffic around me
And focusing on my lane
Cause the weatherman said it's cloudy
A high percentage of rain
If I don't adapt to the feeling of pain, yeah
You done fell for everything, everything
That ain't true
Fucking with amphetamines, amphetamines
That ain't you
You don't wanna let it sting, let it sting
So you bruise
Putting on your denim jeans, your denim jeans
You're that blue
You can never know what somebody is battling
Insecure people are often the most adamant
Life can send you packing a rocket inside a javelin
Been having dreams of shooting
The buzzer beater that rattles in
Michael Jordan, Lebron James
Don't ignore it, the time's change
The mind's strange, it's basic function is mind games
Nothing is forever, the slightest zephyr can find flames
Maybe when my house burns down
I'll be open to let my ego
Be the first thing browned
I've been questioning if I need to
Say yes to so many people
Cause when it's my time to need you, you can never be found
I realize that I'm not perfect
I realize my real life
Is more than the heavy things on my mind's surface
I gotta find purpose outside of what I call a career
Cause what if there was no one to hear?
Everybody hides from their problems
What's the big deal?
If life is not promised
Die on that hill
We're surely not honest
Take the blue pill
The red one's too conscious
All the king's men and all the king's horses
Couldn't get humpty out them black forces
Though in my eyes
It's really quite gorgeous
Maybe there's more to me
