"Cap Gun" lyrics
Almost had a meltdown
It felt like a prison
Talking to myself now
No one else will get it
I feel like I'm hell bound
Questioned my religion
I could use some help now
You know what, forget it
I'm down on my luck
I'm down to my soul
The feeling gets hot
The feeling gets cold
Maybe it's stop
But maybe it's go
What's fun is no one ever knows
Early morning
Hold my head
Should I go to work or should I go to bed?
Honestly I'm sick of playing Simon says, yeah
I've battled my whole life
But shit didn't go right
I'm living with regrets
I'm tryna be polite
I'm out here in California
My family don't know I
I barely can pay my rent
This shit ain't no goldmine
Don't know how to chill
Maybe when the sun goes down
I will feel a little more closer
To the words that I shout
Human beings are just some posers
Anybody can smile
But some of us on the ropes
With the gun in they mouth
I just keep going envision
Me scoring with Pippen
And when I'm dying inside
Hit the respawn and pivot
Letting go of my pride
And other things that's only holding me back
Life's quick, don't be slow to react
Almost had a meltdown
It felt like a prison
Talking to myself now
No one else will get it
I feel like I'm hell bound
Questioned my religion
I could use some help now
You know what, forget it
I'm down on my luck
I'm down to my soul
The feeling gets hot
The feeling gets cold
Maybe it's stop
But maybe it's go
What's fun is no one ever knows
I might have to hit the lotto
I might have to quit the bottle
I might have to hit the throttle
Wonder if I'll get tomorrow
Hold up that's a pill to swallow
People are so quick to follow
Money over everything
Hope I don't forget the motto
I was forcing my hand
Falling through on my promises
But I know that within
Is a choice, is a friend
Feeling so...
I need some trips to Rio
I need to quit the vino
How do I dip with all my chips
There's plenty more casinos
My life's a script that I don't get
So I pretend I'm Neo
Like I'm the hero
But the villain isn't other people
I fear that I just don't have what it takes
To be the man that I want
Or someone that doesn't break
I know I'm learning from failure
The hardest part is the shame
And the fact that I'll never will be the same
Shoot me like a cap gun
Hold in my reaction
Oh I see you laughing
Is it really that fun?
(Shoot me like a cap gun)
I might have to hit the lotto
I might have to quit the bottle
(Hold in my reaction)
I might have to hit the throttle
Wonder if I'll get tomorrow
(Oh I see you laughing)
Hold up that's a pill to swallow
People are so quick to follow
(Is it really that fun?)
Money over everything
Hope I don't forget the motto
It felt like a prison
Talking to myself now
No one else will get it
I feel like I'm hell bound
Questioned my religion
I could use some help now
You know what, forget it
I'm down on my luck
I'm down to my soul
The feeling gets hot
The feeling gets cold
Maybe it's stop
But maybe it's go
What's fun is no one ever knows
Early morning
Hold my head
Should I go to work or should I go to bed?
Honestly I'm sick of playing Simon says, yeah
I've battled my whole life
But shit didn't go right
I'm living with regrets
I'm tryna be polite
I'm out here in California
My family don't know I
I barely can pay my rent
This shit ain't no goldmine
Don't know how to chill
Maybe when the sun goes down
I will feel a little more closer
To the words that I shout
Human beings are just some posers
Anybody can smile
But some of us on the ropes
With the gun in they mouth
I just keep going envision
Me scoring with Pippen
And when I'm dying inside
Hit the respawn and pivot
Letting go of my pride
And other things that's only holding me back
Life's quick, don't be slow to react
Almost had a meltdown
It felt like a prison
Talking to myself now
No one else will get it
I feel like I'm hell bound
Questioned my religion
I could use some help now
You know what, forget it
I'm down on my luck
I'm down to my soul
The feeling gets hot
The feeling gets cold
Maybe it's stop
But maybe it's go
What's fun is no one ever knows
I might have to hit the lotto
I might have to quit the bottle
I might have to hit the throttle
Wonder if I'll get tomorrow
Hold up that's a pill to swallow
People are so quick to follow
Money over everything
Hope I don't forget the motto
I was forcing my hand
Falling through on my promises
But I know that within
Is a choice, is a friend
Feeling so...
I need some trips to Rio
I need to quit the vino
How do I dip with all my chips
There's plenty more casinos
My life's a script that I don't get
So I pretend I'm Neo
Like I'm the hero
But the villain isn't other people
I fear that I just don't have what it takes
To be the man that I want
Or someone that doesn't break
I know I'm learning from failure
The hardest part is the shame
And the fact that I'll never will be the same
Shoot me like a cap gun
Hold in my reaction
Oh I see you laughing
Is it really that fun?
(Shoot me like a cap gun)
I might have to hit the lotto
I might have to quit the bottle
(Hold in my reaction)
I might have to hit the throttle
Wonder if I'll get tomorrow
(Oh I see you laughing)
Hold up that's a pill to swallow
People are so quick to follow
(Is it really that fun?)
Money over everything
Hope I don't forget the motto
